Well, im really talented in writing , i write lots of poems & lyrics ..

so if you want any lyrics written for you (or i can take some that i already wrote), just leave a comment or write to my email : helloo_byoo@hotmail.com OR gorgeous.anna.xx@gmail.com ..

you can tell me what you want it to be about , or just say u need lyrics i'll help in any way

xx

Dear Diary,

Another day. Yes, it was pretty much the same. Breakfast? Wow. I wouldn't dare! I took about 5 pills today, you know, the ones that are supposed to make you skinny. Worse was when Mum forced me to eat lunch. I had to vomit it out in the bathroom when she was in teh living room. I mean, what do you excpect me to do?? I'm 163 cm tall and i way 45 KG!!! 45!! 45!...

i don't believe teh stupid friends and family that tell em I'm skinny enough. They just want me to stay fat so that no guys like me - worse, so that NOBODY likes me! And what the hell?! I'm not sick! I'll stop right away when I get a bit skinnier. When I get that flab off my legs and my arms and ugh. I'm so fat.

All the models, singers, actresses... God! They are so friggin pretty! You know why? Cuz they're skinny! They have nice hip bones and you can see their shoulder bones.. If I was liek them, life would've been beautiful! Sometimes, I cannot look in teh colourful magazines anymore, comparing them to myself... But one day, I'll have those beautiful sticking-out-bones too and then it will al be perfect. Someday.

This was made up. But girls, trust me, it really is like that. Don't let anorexia suck you in and spit your life out.

i just felt like I had to write this.

You see, I really wanna be an actress some day in the future. I love drama, people say I'm good in it and it's just...my dream. But the thing that REALLY makes me angry is that... people just don't believe in me!! They say it's just a fake dream and I'll get over it. haha. Doesn't that annoy anybody else out there??? Why do people tend to think that someone won't make it to being an actress or a singer or something. I believe that if you have the real talent you'll make it anywhere!

Another thing about  this : does anybody know any ways to become an actress? perhaps someone in the family that made it ? soz

And.. If there's anybody that loves acting too, I'd love to meet them, talk to them... add me on msn : helloo_byoo@hotmail.com or write a mail or something. I most certainly WILL reply! ! ! I seriously would like to meet someone like that cuz it seems liek there ain't much of them in my school

xxx kisses for everyone xxx